Today has been way too much. I just need to go take a walk to organize myself to stop being such a bitch to people when I’m feeling shitty. It’s seriously time for me to collect myself and get it together.
I just want to go home. I fucking hate dealing with people when I’m already irritated as fuck. This is turning into a shitty night real quickly.
I wasn’t even expecting any of this. I can’t even tell what’s going on in my mind.
I can’t remember why I bothered to care or even try.
When I drive people around in my car I don’t give them a choice of if they want to hear me sing Beyonce or not. It makes me wonder if that’s the reason people don’t let me drive.
I’m either just really irritated by people today or I always have been but I had a lot of time today to notice that. Either way I’m getting a fabulous headache from thinking about how ridiculously stupid people are and just want to sleep and wake up in the middle of the night to read about my favorite serial killers.
I’m never ever going hiking when I’m sick. Ever again. Why did I even think that’s a good idea.
I can’t find many things that I like about myself. Appearance wise and personality wise. I really can’t help but to wonder since when did I become so negative and started being like this. Maybe I’m thinking more than I need to and should take a nap or something.
Sweet Jesus it's Tuesday.
Monday was a bitch that consisted up of: -people I don’t want to deal with anymore -ridiculous ideas that I had to sit through and act like I give a shit -more people I don’t want to deal with -having no choice but to get in between drama Holy Motown I should just never work ever again on a Monday.
Now that I get to leave work, I think I’ll just go crawl into bed to contemplate about life and sleep. Mhm.
Ew. I hate talking about feelings.
friend: i had sex with my boyfriend last night
me: i made eye contact with a boy once
Why does today have to be a stressful day at work? I’m so close to decking someone in the face. At least Nick is coming to visit me soon.